| R.I.P. Sinai |
[Mar. 4th, 2007|05:08 pm] |
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Our cat Sinai was hit by a car today while we were out. May he rest in peace. I've never met a cat similar to him. He was beautiful. He was the perfect balance of love, play, and unmatched patience. I'll love you forever Sinai. Goodbye kitty kitty. |
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| Life continues on |
[Feb. 27th, 2007|09:58 pm] |
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Well hello everyone. How're you?
I've been good. Things are going pretty good, right now it seems like I'm starting to know where I'm going. Things around the house are slowly starting to come around and this house is starting to feel like a home now, haha, only took 10 months.
I've been working on getting in shape, Monica is as well. This time we're really serious. We've been doing good going on walks, and the past three days in a row I've gone for short foothill hikes. It's been hard finding time to bike seeing as how most of my excercise happens at night and I don't feel comfortable biking at night yet. I did go running twice last week though, the second time I did much better than the first. I also rigged a free standing type pull-up bar in the backyard using the tree, a lot of rope, a metal pipe, and some blue electrical tape. The number of pull-ups I can do doubled in a week from 3 to 6, and this morning I did 8. I've also been weight-lifting at least two to three times a week. So far I'm on week two, two and a half maybe? But in the last week and a half I've been eating real good too. I've cut out a lot of sweets at work and desert style thingies here at home(with the exception of a little cookies and cream ice cream last night).
Monica and Navarre will be leaving for Belize in three months. That's really exciting, they're going to the country with the highest concentration of jaguars in all of the americas!
I can't wait for summer to get here. I am looking forward to going back to Cochiti, and hopefully White Sands. I also want to get at least one good camping trip on the mountain too.
Oh, and Harley's getting stronger back legs and has been hiking a little bit with me, Chevy's losing weight, Saini's well . . . Saini, Kaa's gettin big, Gremlin's as michevious as ever, Spike is gaining more muscle mass and is getting better and starting to enjoy playing again, and Diesel is perfect as always. |
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| ok, try it again |
[Jul. 14th, 2006|01:36 am] |
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Well, I tried to post it a while ago but it didn't take.
This last weekend was, in the words of the immortal surfer spirit, totally tubeular dude! Hit the town with bohnhoff and had a good ole time. We cruised downtown, attended a churchy gig, had sushi (first time for me and I loved it), went bowlin, hit up an archery range, and went for a hike over to where that glowy metal yucca thing is that you see coming into the city from tijeras. A totally awesome weekend.
I was told today that I get to work monday evening from 5-9pm, but I will get to go home early either tomorrow or saturday, hopefully sat, I would rather my weekend be together, not sectioned off. oh boy, gotta run Harley's cornered something! |
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| I gotta type this out or I'm gonna blow |
[Jun. 25th, 2006|01:08 pm] |
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I don't know why I go to church. There's no point for me, no comfort and rest in the promise of the lord through his son Jesus Christ for me. It tears me apart that I am to rot in hell because I can't change the way I was born. I used to wish every night that I could live a normal life and change myself. but I can't, tried and failed. I will never be able to be anything other than what HE made me. I want to be accepted as a normal part of society soooo bad. But, there will always be those who call me a sinner, scorn me, and sometimes even would like to kill me just because of who I am. I could hide it and just live a bachelor forever, but if that is the way it is to be than I might as well just die tonight in my sleep because that's not a life worth living, to not love and be loved. One of the greatest tools Gott gave us is love. I refuse to ignore it. A life without love is not worth living, doesn't matter how much money I make or how long I live.
I went to a new church experience today and I don't think it was for me. It was fun, musical, and everyone there was very nice, but I know in my heart that they would all change there attitudes immediately if they knew who I really was. I've made a lot of knew friends lately, but . . . I don't know. I may not fit in in the long run. I like em a lot, but who knows. There is a lot of preaching about being nice to everyone, finding compassion, and helping out, but I think most of the time that only is directed to people who walk, talk, and act like the people who are preaching. It's so hard for me to understand that there are some people in the world who are many miles away and that I will never meet who will hate me till the day they die.
I'm already starting to miss Jennie, she is one who knows me better that anyone. she got to know me by listening and asking questions, not because she had to pass a test on me to get to some other level of accomplishmet. nope, she did it because she wanted to, and she loves me. She is one of the best people I have ever known in my life. She's left an impact on my life. I can only hope that someday I can make as much of a difference to someone as she has to me. I sure hope she has a good time away with her guy, she deserves it. man, they're cute together. I can't wait to meet him.
"Please hold her
and protect her
Till she's back here in my arms again,
Oh, and tell her, that I love her
and I'll be waiting right here forever,
amen."
it's just like that song by lonestar jennie, you ARE already here. the wind in my hair. I was feeling like snot after this church thing today knowing that I could never fit in with that crowd, but as soon as I thought of you it's like it all started to melt away and I could feel you like you were here, my own angel on earth. You don't have to worry about me, all that you have to worry about is the precious little time you've got left to spend with Mike. so you have fun! |
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| haha |
[Jun. 12th, 2006|01:56 pm] |
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whoo hoo, I finally got my calvin pic! I've been looking so long! |
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[Apr. 13th, 2006|11:27 am] |
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Alfred North Whitehead:
Religion is what an individual does with his solitariness.
Han Suyin [Elizabeth Comber]:
...love from one being to another can only be that two solitudes come nearer, recognize and protect and comfort each other.
b. 1917 Chinese writer and physician
Emily Dickinson:
My life closed twice before its close;
It yet remains to see
If Immortality unveil
A third event to me,
So huge, so hopeless to conceive,
As these that twice befell.
Parting is all we know of heaven,
And all we need of hell.
Winston Churchill:
If you're going through hell, keep going.
Albert Einstein:
Try not to become a man of success but rather try to become a man of value.
Albert Einstein:
Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile. |
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| alrighty |
[Apr. 2nd, 2006|12:54 am] |
People, it seems to me that Ryan has some information that we don't, I think that we may be in harms way from bands of desert mauraders. I suggest to protect ourselves from cell-phone, radiowave listener peoples we use code names for this trip. Jennie and I have put some reckonin into this and she will be known as Calamity Jane and I will be Paul Bunyan. We picked these names for each other. so have fun with it, the only rule is that you can't pick your own name.
I am so excited. |
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| I LIVE!!!! |
[Feb. 20th, 2006|12:27 pm] |
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| | Elvis Presley: burning love | ] |
The livejournal community is back in action. hahaha
oh man this is a pretty cool thing that matt and jess have created. I need to be calling mucho people I haven't talked to in a while.
Also, I need a house! the search continues. Our prey is elusive and tricky, but we will not call off the hunt!
~Justin H. |
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| Man, this all blew to hell in the span of one day. |
[Oct. 13th, 2004|01:42 pm] |
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I found out about this conflict at 12:30 last night, maybe I wish I hadn't. Well, I guess I'm gonna go over to Monica and Eric's place after this and see if I can talk to Monica some, or at least let the puppy out if she's not there. I don't really know what to do, right now I've almost talked to all parties associated in this. I have no idea why I am talking like a professor right there, I guess it was just the easiest way to say it. Anyway I just think that this all came out of left feild. I have no idea how the hell this all jumped up, I don't really think it affects our lives anymore, but apparently I am wrong. Alrighty, well I've got to go now cause I might be late for band. We're staying inside, and that's dumb. |
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